| monstrous. i'd be better off to this world dead
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| back from ocamp. i feel different. ocamp gave me a rather negative impression of wat uni would be like for me. thought it would be not that big of a difference to high school, but people say uni is a reflection of society, and its shockingly realistic...no more leniency. its either ur strong enough to survive, or u perish. social darwinism. feel like im perishing in this game of human socialization...meeting new friends and all that. left out. loner. unreaching. is the only way out change? total change, personality wise, attitude wise, mental wise...is there something wrong already with how i think, wat i say, how i act, wat i do, wat i like, wat i dislike? of course theres nothing wrong, everyone's unique, no one's different and no one is born wrong. logic. common sense. or is it? wats wrong with me?....
on second thought, fuck humanity
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